July 17, 2020 6:57 am Published by

 As a feeling person, when the vast array of feelings collide all at once, it results in numbness for me. 

I can’t process them all, can’t feel anything, and am left in a void, feeling empty and wanting to disappear.  

If not disappear, I’d like to run away.  

Only I can’t. I must breathe, regroup, and center myself in something bigger than my feelings. 

Finding the space to embrace the emptiness, make some space, and let go. 

Only then will the numbness subside and the feelings cascade as I surrender to something greater at work.  

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